Thursday, September 06, 2007

Ramblings

Well, its been a while hasn't it?
Lets see...Joey and I made it past our first one year anniversary, which was awesome. I drove up to Utah and helped him move some left over stuff from there to his new place in Idaho. He took me to two places over the weekend. One was Tucano's, which was fun! And they did have good food. =P. The other was the Cheesecake Factory, which is always delicious.
That was two weeks ago, ish. I miss him again.
I'm so stressed out and depressed with everything thats going on that I can't do anything but sleep. I seriously need to get another blood test done but with bills and everything going on I haven't felt right about adding another medical bill to my pile of collection bills. Ugh.
But I leave this stupid state at the end of this month which is in...Roughly 3 weeks. YAY!
I wont be able to take Buffy or James with me, and I had really hoped to, but Joey really wanted a clean apartment and there isn't a yard. I'm kinda bummed but life moves on, right?
Dawn will be taking care of James and my mom will take care of Buffy....About as well as my mom can take care of anything anyway. 3 Months. Then I'm gonna attempt to take them with me to VA. If Joey doesn't get a place that allows animals there, then I will probably stay with Nicole. I feel like that subject is really something that I can't just let go. It worries me because I don't think that Joey understands how important it is to me.
I had a dream that I was back at the old place, and there was only the old trailer and all the old buildings. It wasn't quite like I was remembering, and more like not everything had happened that did and I still lived out there, but by myself. There were no animals either, and I was just wondering around the backyard trying to get up the motivation to clean, or go do something and I came over this dirt hill and there had been a partial den like hole dug into the side of it and there was all this fur and I was trying to figure out what it was with out disturbing whatever was in there. AND IT WAS BABY RABBITS. I miss having baby rabbits. Anyway, it turns out that they're not just any kind of rabbits either, they just so happen to be rex's. So, then I spent the rest of the day trying to find a good cage for them and the mother, and food containers and water containers and then I found the dad so I found more of the same for him and then I went to call Joey because I was REALLY excited and realized it was a dream...at which point the disappointment woke me up. Damn
Well, gonna go help Joey buy a plane ticket.
Bye!

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