Sleepyness....
Hasn't been a very eventful weekend I guess. Or at least not physically...mentally on the other hand.
My dad rented the Count Of Monte Cristo...Hehe, love that movie.
Thought some more on what I wanna do for Halloween. I dunno.
I think I might just skip it. Might be the best idea all around.
Too much stuff....clouding everything. And as I've been told from many people, I shouldn't bring my problems with me.

My dad brought up the subject of me staying on the gaurd...
He was being real supportive...but I still felt like crap afterwards...Still do.
I can't contribute shit anymore in any aspect of my life.
I'm continuously running into and pounding my head into a wall. It starts to hurt after a while.

I want to get my uncle's truck so bad...I feel like it might help things...and yet, it'll add yet another problem...Again I dunno.

I'm going to be 18 next year...and I just feel like crawling under a rock and hiding...

Gonna go to bed now.